Happy 6th Birthday ..

reminders of your mama when I look at your face

she was 6 too..so happy and full of all the imaginings of a little girl

she had dolls and stuffed animals as friends..

just like you..

then three days after her 6th birthday I had to tell her

“daddy’s gone to heaven”

he didn’t make her birthday party, I don’t know why

we had a fight on the phone

he may have  lied

and now the memories

are back again

the box within my heart and soul

has opened

I weep for him

and all the times I tried to help

and finally gave up..

“if you die Grandma I won’t have any Grandmas” she said

be still, be still

there could never be enough apologies, there can be no real forgiveness

she was an innocent, just like you

and I would have done anything to protect her

too..

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2 Comments

  1. I shed a tear for you and his memory and all the what ifs, the pain, the loss. The circle of life, sadness replaced with hope and a different future. Love you ❤

    • thank you dear “sister’..love you too ❤

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