I need to be able to breathe. I have many plans today. I want to drop off some of my herbal blend of tea to a friend, buy a baby gift for a sweet girl and possibly go into the library to work on my archive project. The library may not be such a good idea as there are so many old papers and books in a tiny damp room. Of course there are many other things around this cabin I also could and should be doing. So I’m sitting here writing on my Blog, mainly because I cannot breathe. Something that many of us just do so naturally, without a thought,until that “elephant” sits on your chest. I have used my inhalers and taken my meds, i am trying very hard not to fight it. That surely would not help. I just wish I could find a nice deep breath. I will meditate, medicate, and perhaps just have to give into my “other” condition, and rest. After all it’s only 9 a.m.